This photo has no relevance to my post - except that it is one of my favourite places in London (it's the entrance to the tube station, next to the Medici shop and a brilliant remainder bookshop!) and tonight I feel as if I need the comfort of looking at somewhere I love!! Tomorrow is the second of the 2 big interviews and is potentially the much more significant of the two. The first one went really well and I was very pleased with the outcome - but then again, I was on the other side of the interview table, asking the questions not worrying about answers!!! It's not that I feel nervous, or apprehensive - just numb! I felt like this the day I got the keys to my house: I should've been excited, but I wasn't. I wasn't anything at all! And I'm not again! Is it a defence tactic? Who knows!So I'm sitting here, putting off the early night I know I really need, listening to the great thaw drip-drip=driping away outside and wondering how many of my roof tiles are being ripped off with the great canopies of snow which have started to avalanche off the roof. I'm also trying not to think about the fact that I'm far from prepared for Christmas and that we've only got 5 days left at work till the holidays. If you could sent a warm supportive thought drifting in my direction at some point tomorrow I'd be so grateful...
PS It's now Friday - and I wasn't successful. Am disappointed, but just grateful for the interview. Back to the drawing board as it were...
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